October first light
October 15, 2006He wakes up at six in the morning. He takes a hot shower to rebel against the cold October first light. He then conditions himself for another long day at the office. He watches all the people he bumps into on his way to work. He tries to think what inspires these people to pursue the things they do. He struggles. He wants to know. He wants to understand. He yearns for enlightenment so that he, too, can get motivated. But the answer is very elusive. Maybe tonight, on his way home, he will finally find it.
At peace
October 8, 2006I’m now just looking at the sky. Watching as the clouds fold and unfold. Listening to the chirping birds and buzzing bees. Simply staring at the blossoming flowers while a couple of butterflies dance with them.
The softness of the wind mirrors how I feel today. I feel like I’m freed from the burden of life. The hustle and bustle of my everyday life has temporarily faded away. Leaving me with a wispy soul that has stopped worrying about things.
It seems that God has been working so hard to make me feel happy these past few days. And I’m thankful for that. I hope that this feeling will last long. Long enough that I will forget how it feels like to carry the world on my shoulders.
I can’t think of a good title
October 6, 2006I stopped by a Nike outlet at Greenbelt this afternoon. Lots of items were on sale. I had considered buying a pair of shoes when I saw how great the selections are. I was holding the shoes already when I started thinking not to buy them. I just realized that I might be needing the money for other more important stuff. And yes, I was able to control myself. Though I won't deny that I really fell in love with that pair of shoes. Hehehehe..
Ok, so tomorrow is my final exam in Strategic Information Systems Development. I'm down to the last 50 pages of the book. But I still need to review the summary of all the chapters as well as the indexes. I will be spending the whole night in the office reading and reviewing. I prefer to study here in the office so that I won't have a choice but to read and read. I hate reviewing at home because for sure my eyes will get heavy and tired before midnight.
I hope this plan will work out well. Ooopsss.. I'll be watching a movie tonight before drowning myself with acad stuff. Sometimes, it adds up thrill to do stupid things before the important ones. Maybe not stupid, let's just call it plain pleasure. Hahahaha.. Wish me luck!
I’m feeling good
October 1, 2006I have been busy developing a client-server application the past month. It’s a bit fulfilling learning java socket programming, threading, client-server communication through the use of XML (building and parsing oh yeah!), password masking in java command line and other stuff on my own. The deadline is fast approaching but I don’t fret about it. I know I’m on the right track. The only thing that worries me is the documentation part. Whew, here comes Data Flow Diagram again. Along with communication protocols, process flow diagram, UI and security considerations, blahblahblah, blehblehbleh. But all in all, I’m damn satisfied with my work! Oh yes!
Another pic… A view from my window (definitely not in Makati but in Lucena)


A social one. Aims at the stars. Conservative with money - usually. Broad in ideas. Ideals applied to home. Aggressive socially. With high aspirations, sometimes too high! Loves freedom. Big-hearted, benevolent in attitude. Persistent and practical in work. Sometimes sportive. Loves children. Aspires onward......



